giddyDear self - you are romantically emotionally stunted at the age of tweleve. Try to get older before the next time you see The Boy.
Dear self - It may have been possible that The Boy came down to the Laboratory today Purely To See You. Yes, he may have bought down some samples, but he didn't have to. He just stood there talking to you, while another guy logged in the samples. All The Boy did was stand there (looking gorgeous)Talking To You.
Dear Self - you're as giddy as a tweleve year old at a New Kids On The Block concert. I despair for you - er me.
